dear you,

at last, i've used up too much words until i've drained all meaning from them =) now i can leave my solutions at home, and we'd be ourselves...

i have to admit, the past has been dystopic.. and it did leave me broken in many places.. but the past is done, and though things have been taken away from me, other things grew back to take their place. something is always missing, but then it only makes things more real.

i just wish you the best in whatever other tasks you wish to take on.. i hope you find good people who will take care of you and who will be good to you, and i hope the people you are with right now really love you enough to care =), finally, i wish for you to be happy, no matter how overrated that concept might seem to you.. ^_^

someday, our roads will stop meeting and will start spinning around other journeys., when that time comes, i hope you will know in your heart that somewhere, however far away from you i may end up in, i'm still cheering for you and remembering you in all the little things..

for now, i'm just a handsbreath away =), and i'll be here for you as long as i possibly can.. or perhaps even longer than that..

take care and keep in touch...

always,
me

i have this recurring dream where i am not really me, just another entity trapped in another person's life. sometimes i step outside to break away from the shell that encloses me, but the freedom is temporary, and sonner rather than later, i am propelled back into this stranger's life.



this life isn't really so bad, but sometimes it just drives me crazy,