i dont know how you do it
with such elegant charm
how you fade away ever so swiftly
and come back again as if you were never gone

it's like a magic trick
a disappearing act
one blink, and you're here
another blink, then there's none

you leave me awestruck,
confused, conflicted
you leave me wondering
wandering,

you

leave

me

teach me how to do that
just like the way you do
close the lights,
curtains down

watch me walk away too.

11.30.2005.5.38.p.m.

"its like this: you love, you learn, then you let go. and it's okay."


where: Glorietta 4, Cinema 2
when: Saturday, 26 November 2005. 1:50 p.m.

powerbook g4 1.33ghz
512mb ram
64mb nVidia GeForce4 5200
80gb hard disk
built in bluetooth
built in airport extreme
dvd combo drive
mac os x tiger 10.4.3

the best harry potter movie to date =)


where: Greenbelt 3, Cinema 3
when: Sunday, 20 November 2005. 12:30 a.m.

by 4PM

it's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
you went away, now my life is just a rainy day
and I love you so, how much you'll never know
you've gone away and left me lonely

untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
another love so true
that once turned all my gray skies blue
but you disappeared
now my eyes are filled with tears
and I'm wishing you were here with me

soft with love are my thoughts of you
now that you're gone
i just don't know what to do

if only you were here
you'd wash away my tears
the sun would shine once again
you'd be mine all mine
but in reality, you and I will never be
'cause you took your love away from me

Loneliness Quotient: 49%

Your Personalized Assessment Report:

49 is still a somewhat decent score, however there is definite room for improvement. We will examine the issues that could use work and see what can be done about them. Your friend issues are one blemish on your situation. Difficulties in this area are having an impact on your loneliness, and this is something that needs improvement. Luckily in your case, your family situation is not causing you any troubles. A positive family situation is definitely helpful. Things look much more bleak in your romantic life. Making improvements here by finding a good guy can drastically cut your level of loneliness. Thankfully you do not have a problem with shyness, so pursuing romantic leads and finding friends will not be as difficult as it might have been. Even though you're a relatively outgoing person, it's hard for you to meet interesting people due to the area you live in. You need to look harder or expand your boundaries to further lower your LQ score. Finally, it is important that you address some major insecurity issues you seem to have. This will enable you to further improve your social interactions and reduce your loneliness even further.

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i used to love watching zorro on tv back when i was eight. i've always thought that once you've seen a zorro movie or tv show, it feels like you've seen them all..

well, i was right.


where: Greenbelt 3, Cinema 2
when: Sunday, 6 November 2005. 5:30 p.m.

it took me ten tries to remember my password on my other account, and so for preventive measures and for posterity, i migrated some stuff from my spymac blog, diaryland and chronicles. those would be entries from april 2005 backwards =)

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i missed the vigan adventure because i had to take on some responsibilities that couldn't be put off, aside from the fact that i've been sick for almost a week now. so instead of collecting pebbles from cobblestone streets, i spent the weekend sneezing and huddled in sheets.

from the wavy shores of pagudpod, my friends brought me sand =)