mental block 

 

dutifully the night hides your ghost 

behind a bed of wistful stars 

i gaze and find no traces of your blood 

as if you never existed 

beyond the madness of my closed eyes 

it's a conspiracy, i know, 

between you and the seven skies 

this hide and seek and tale tell lies 

i let them wade unnoticed 

despite these gray stains on my hand 

i thought i was done breaking you 

on a new poem's coarse lines 

but still you stalk me, a willing prey 

wanting none of these vague words 

trying hard to make a rhyme 

trying hard to make me rhyme.

ndg.12.20.2005.7.37.p.m. 

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title: the curious incident of the dog in the night time
author: mark haddon

just finished reading this book =) bitterly funny and highly compulsive. twas reicheru who told me that she was reminded of me when she read this book. so i checked it out and found out that inded, i am autistic. =p