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fading into mediocrity
Posted by poeticnook
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2/14/2013 06:39:00 AM
A friend once asked me why I would want to leave this
paradise to swim out there with the sharks. This is a nice nook to grow roots in and
though I've tried to escape this place a lot of times in the past, I keep
coming back just because it's so easy to just slip and slide here, to spin in
place and fade into mediocrity. It's a comfort zone and after the jungle I've
been to, it's a welcome change to finally find some peace and quiet.
When I expressed that I’ll be moving on to uncharted
territory soon, my workmate said he’d rather be a big fish in a small pond than
be a small fish in the big sea, that way he can affect how the current flows
and he will matter more compared to those around him. While it might be
tempting for a 5th grader to solve nursery rhymes to get an A+, I
would rather try some polar coordinates to expand my understanding. After all,
you’ll never know how far you can go unless you risk going too far.
It’s true, it’s so easy to just stay and not upset the
waters, but my heart is a warrior and it will not rest until it has conquered
its Kilimanjaro. Though I’ve been in free parking for a time now, I’m ready to
throw my dice into the air to see where it lands, it could be Boardwalk or it
could be jail, do not pass Go, do not collect $200, but I’ll never know until I
try right? So here we go..