fade into my skin like a lullaby
break a piece of my loneliness and take my hand
you sing like one too tired to ache
you ache like one too tired to mind

and i said simmer
to the drone of my guitar
tonight the stars and all the planets will just watch by
come along, melt me with your promises

we both know we'll regret this all tomorrow
but i dont mind coz it's easier to forget
when i know there's no tomorrow waiting
for us

but tonight ill sing some songs
fumbling upon each button
watching you watching me
too tired to mind, too lost to care

yes, let me play one more tune
you and i and a couple of shots
the sky won't mind if we stayed too long
melting in each others arms

don't let me on to your fears
i won't care, i don't care
and if i say i never did
i know you'd see through me

but what's the use of asking
i don't need to see the mist
forming in your eyes
i can't bear it, but neither
can i hold your hand

so let's stay, as far away,
as we can, from each other
walk away, don't look back
i don't need another hurtful goodbye

as nights and shadows fill me,
feelings are flowers that wilt and die
don't make me stay, you know i cant
ill laugh with you, lie with you,
but no, don't let me cry.
again.

Today I am writing about today. The weather is brooding, hinting of heavy rains later this afternoon. My neck is stiff from too much staring at the monitor and my eyes tired from lack of sleep. I came in at the office one and a half hour late, my head still aching from a fever I had since last night. My friend with whom I share this cubicle with is going bonkers. She laughs to herself at odd moments and lets me read her corny text messages then laughs again.. hehehe maybe the network element simulator has finally messed up her mind. (i hope she doesn't get to read this >=) )


Tonight I shall hunt the stores to replenish my stock of cuervo and smirnoff =), then tomorrow i'll get a room at a hotel near the mountains and invite my college friends to come over. We'll have a drinking binge, and a night filled with stories and laughter.. hopefully.


Lately I've been busy putting together my palm softwares and other related stuff. I'm planning to put up a site for palm users, and hopefully a palm users group in the office (both cebu and manila branch =) ). This will help me gather resources to upgrade/update my PDA. Yup, in just about a little more than a month, I've become addicted to that thingie =). I've uploaded a lot of games, a ton of apps and a bunch of poems there. Right now I'm reading a book: "The Goblet of Fire", a soft copy of Harry Potter book 4 which I converted to palm markup language in order to be uploaded to my pda. =)

Sometimes little things like these makes me smile.. a weekend get-away, binge drinking, a techno gadget, a crazy friend.. they take my mind off things.. for a while.

And yes I'm glad that they make me shallow and happy. Life shouldn't be taken too seriously. At least not always. =)