in denial

don't let me on to your fears
i won't care, i don't care
and if i say i never did
i know you'd see through me

but what's the use of asking
i don't need to see the mist
forming in your eyes
i can't bear it, but neither
can i hold your hand

so let's stay, as far away,
as we can, from each other
walk away, don't look back
i don't need another hurtful goodbye

as nights and shadows fill me,
feelings are flowers that wilt and die
don't make me stay, you know i cant
ill laugh with you, lie with you,
but no, don't let me cry.
again.