the plot is laughable, if you can even call that a plot, but it does have it's moments.

i guess it's just hard to make me laugh these days =)


where: Glorietta 1, Cinema 5
when: Sunday, 29 January 2006. 5:30 p.m.

worth a few laughs but all too forgettable.

can't get the part where you leave the one who gives you constant adventure for someone you can build a home with, couldn't those two qualities be present in one person?


where: Greenbelt 3, Cinema 4
when: Sunday, 29 January 2006. 3:00 p.m.

how do you measure the distance between raindrops?

last saturday, kat, yuck, drei and i decided to test our fears and visit euro star =) we had tons of fun and almost hurled our lunch. good thing we didn't really eat much before going there.

here's a tip to survive the carnival: you've got to try g-force first, and you shouldn't stop to sit, not even for a second, you'll just feel more dizzy when you stand up again. just run from one ride to the other and stretch your neck =)

my favorite ride is the flipper. nothing like seeing the world upside down.

"nothing is as big as your first love"

this is my current favorite movie =) i think i need to watch it everyday, if only to remind myself how love is supposed to feel like.


where: Glorietta 4, Cinema 5
when: Sunday, 22 January 2006. 8:30 p.m.

i can't compare this with the first movie since i haven't seen that one yet. i would have like this more 10 years ago, back when i was still into vampire chronicles,

nonetheless it's a nice film, cool effects. the blood sucking creatures have gone a long way, you can't just kill them with wooden stakes anymore, you need high powered guns loaded with out of this world ammunitions.


where: Glorietta 4, Cinema 6
when: Saturday, 21 January 2006. 9:30 p.m.

someone gave me a pedometer for christmas. its a gadget that tracks the number of steps you've taken, the amount of calories you've lost and the kilometers you've covered. it's a really neat device that looks more like a stopwatch. it's probably a subtle way of telling me that i'm getting fat and i need to walk more.

i wish i could program this pedometer to tell me how many more strides i need to take in order to get to where i'm going, how many more miles i need to cover to find my northern light or how many calories i need to lose to feel good about myself =)

these are the things that matter that you can't find ways to count.

sometimes you just have to know how their doing: the people you've left behind, and the people who've left you. if it still feels like needle pricks to know that they're a-ok and moving on and doing great, then stop lying to yourself, you're not over them yet. and maybe you never will. after all we never really stop loving people. we just forget. conveniently.

it's an overkill to think of these things now, two or three years later, after all, the moment has passed you by and you are left dancing alone on a ferry boat to nowhere. the bridge has been burned to ashes and you can't put them back together no matter how hard you wish on a million falling stars. you just have to let it be, let things be, and wait for that wonderful calm to visit you again.

find the silence that chooses what to remember, and what to cast away. then keep it. and never ever let it go.

"never is such an awfully lonely word"

what's your scariest thought? is it being eaten alive by monsters? being chased across skull island by a gigantic ape? losing your job? your love? your life? or is it staying the same while the whole world revolves and changes right before your eyes?

i guess the one thing i'm most afraid of is... being left behind. yes the part where all those familiar and comfortable people get up, pack their bags and head off to worlds unknown while i stay there, unmoved, realizing i'm just too tired or lazy or stubborn to take my leave too. maybe i'm just too keen on growing roots that's why i force myself to spin in place, wait for things to get better while i while away the time, do nothing and watch the rest of them get on with the their lives.

i wasn't like this at all. i used to have limitless zest for new adventure. now i'm just idling, lost in space. my great light has faded away, and once again i am without purpose nor direction.

what a way to start the year.

happy new year. happy new toy =)

i need a new memory stick!