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under the bright and starry sky

Posted by poeticnook on 8/12/2009 11:54:00 PM
it's that time of the year for meteor showers in the northern hemisphere, the perseids should be visible between 12am to 3am, now if only it's not foggy and you're looking away from the moon, then it would really be a sight to behold, otherwise you might miss it, but unlike aurigids that takes decades to reappear, there's still a chance to catch a glimpse of perseids next summer since it happens every year anyway.

some things in life are like perseids, constant, on the dot, dependable, consistent. they are always there, they always show, year after year at the exact same time and place, with no fail. other stuff are like aurigids, they are rare, they dont have a pattern, they come and go and you never really know when they'll come back again if they do come back again. so which one of the two would you value more?

i asked that same question before to this person i know from university, i was visiting the city and was leaving the next day so I asked if we could meet to catch up, she had a scheduled dinner with her roommates at that time and i gave her the leonid - augrid analogy when i asked if she could make some room for me since i might not be coming back anymore, she wisely stated her point - if i get turned down, i will be hurt now and then i will be gone and that's that, if she turns down the people she is constantly with, then she has to live with it for a long time. and so she has to value the ones that are constant, not the ones that come just once and might not come again.

i used to value ephemeral things more - those that visit us for a moment and never really stay but leave lasting impressions - like shooting stars and cherry blossoms and passing friends. i used to say i must make time for these objects, these events, these people, because they might not be here again and i will have lost something rare if i miss them. but in time i have come to realize that i have neglected those that are constant in my life - like the sky above me, and the ground i walk on, and God's infinite love. it's time to pay homage to them and acknowledge them. often we take for granted those that are always there, but that won't be the case anymore.. i'm a work in progress, and i'm doing my best everyday to be the best person that God intends me to be. He knows what's best for me.

incidentally, totally unrelated to heavenly bodies, today is international left handers day. people are inventing so many things to celebrate about =) i'm not really left handed, i'm more ambidextrous, probably the only thing i can't do with my left hand is write cursive, sports and my mouse belong to my left, and from yesterday's art class i just discovered that i can also draw with my left hand, this is great, i have a spare working hand =) maybe i can use both at the same time, write with my right and draw with my left haha, almost like the wisdom of crocodiles. let's see ^^

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